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TWENTY
So, my birthday’s in a couple hours, and I don’t really understand what I’m feeling.
I just don’t know. I feel like the hype means nothing when you don’t have your friends around you. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not blaming my friends or anything like that. I’m sorta just saying, its kinda lame when you get older. Like, growing up, elementary school/middleschool/highschool during school in general, was the best place to be when it was your birthday. Just being with everyone, people you love, hate, don’t even know, that greet you with a “happy birthday!”, just makes it even better by that much. Going to school the morning of your birthday was just so special to me. It was the only day of the year where you felt, like, you owned the world, haha and every minute, every breathing second, was yours, on your special day. It’s already been like 2 years since I’ve graduated highschool, but I just felt the change the most this year. Maybe its because its a new chapter in my life? The 20’s? I don’t know. I’m just gonna roll with it without any expectations.
With everything said, I will enjoy my birthday no matter what. I know I share the 17th of October with a few friends, so I hope we all just enjoy this day individually.
It’s October! My favorite month that shares 2 of my favorite days. INEEDTOFINDMYCOSTUME…
Anyway, thanks if you actually took the time to read this.
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO ME!
